Hate me...Just hate me..

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I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my headThey crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bedDropping little reels of tape, to remind me that im alonePlaying movies in my head that make a porno feel like homeThere's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brainAn ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space

Hate me todayHate me tomorrowHate me so you can finally see whats good for you

I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me withThe one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch againIn a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at nightWhile I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fightYou never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hateYou made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to takeSo I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mindAnd do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me todayHate me tomorrowHate me for all the things I didn't do for youHate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallowHate me so you can finally see whats good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and waveKicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had madeAnd like a baby boy I never was a manUntil I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my handsAnd then I fell down yelling "make it go away" just make a smileCome back and shine just like it used to beAnd then she whispered "How could you do this to me?"

Hate me todayHate me tomorrowHate me for all the things I didn't do for youHate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallowHate me so you can finally see whats good for you.
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